Week #2

Wow so I haven't been doing very well with keeping up with this blog. Still trying to lose weight out in the real world though. Haven't been doing my exercise routine like I should though. Losing weight a couple years ago was a lot easier because it was all I had to center my attention around. Its gonna be more difficult this time. 

So anyway. Weigh in for yesterday was 225.0. 

So in a week I lost 1.2 pounds. Which I suppose is more realistic than losing 4 pounds right? Oh well. Its better than none, or gaining even. And with the way I was over the weekend, I thought I might gain. So next Wednesday, I'm shooting for something more realistic. 2 pounds. I want to be 223.0 by next Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010.


I'm also trying this thing with my stretchmarks (my zillions of stretchmarks) where you put Vitamin E on them and its supposed to lighten them over the course of 2 weeks. I'll do before and after pictures to see if it really works. 


9:52pm: God I hate to get in the swing of old habits, but I ate an entire medium pizza tonight and threw it all up. :( I literally threw up 4+ pounds of food. I am feeling that "body high" from purging. It makes it so worth it. God I hattttteeeee this!!! >:( Why did I have to go and be selfish while I was pregnant and gain so much weight?